Thursday, July 28, 2005
Exams - Mass Lector
Nakakadismaya no kung nagaaral ka naman maigi pero hindi rin maganda ang performance mo sa exams. Para rin walang kwenta ang pinagaralan mo. :-( Nakakapanghinayang ang mga sinulot na oras sa mga ibang importanteng bagay para lang mag-aral kung mapupunta sa wala. Haay. Buhay, hindi ka patas!
They build you up so they can tear you down.
Trust the ocean you'll never drown.
Who is next? Who's gonna steal your crown?
You'll see.
I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don't look back and don't give in to their lies and goodbyes.
They buy your dreams so they can sell your soul.
Is it any wonder we've lost control?
Feelings come, feelings go.
Live your life without regret.
Don't be someone who they forget.
When you're lost reach out for me.
And you'll see she's not far.
Northern Star.
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The homily this morning si being a good fisherman. The priest said that in order to become a good fisherman, you must know how to separate the good fishes from the bad fishes. Haay, if i were a fish, saan kaya ako mapapabilang. If I were a fisherman, will i know which fish is good or bad?
Anyway, as of now, ... masarap ang tilapia, at tuyo :-)
posted by Jolenz at 10:36 PM
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Invictus | Random Thoughts
OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul.
I was reciting this yesterday to Kath and Egay. This is one of the poems that I love to recite. Hehe. I find it strong, and full of meaning.
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Ang mga sleepovers tuwing may project ay dapat may patunguhan. Yes! We did it again. Masaya eh, diba diba? May progress naman kami, kaya masaya. We are hoping to finish the project 2 weeks from now. Hehe. Sa uulitin partz! Egay, dont bring ur pets with u anymore ha!?
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1 DepEx this week! 1 Big Test. I want to take Anmath and IntroAi by storm, pero mukhang hininga lang ang mabibigay ko. Hehe. I wish every1 goodluck to all their exams; may their results be fruitful!
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Being a mass lector isn't that hard. hehe. kailangan lang bumangon ng maaga every morning and sleep again. well depende pa un kung sisipagin ako mag-aral which i doubt and naghahanap rin ako ng tulog. nangangayayat ako. SLeM!
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Quote: Failure
A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he blames somebody else.
-John Burroughs
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posted by Jolenz at 10:32 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Impossible Dream
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To be better far than you are
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest to follow that star
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To fight for a right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into hell
For a heavenly cause
And I know, if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star
I dedicate this lyric to myself, and to all the people who don't stop believing, and who are persevering to reach their dreams. RoCk Your Life!
posted by Jolenz at 2:02 PM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Condolence Thought - Overnights
sa mga nakalipas na araw kasi maraming mga pangyayari ang hindi inaasahan dapat mangyari. nung una, namatay ung father ng friend ko, dahil sa cancer ata. next naman, pumanaw na ung childhood friend ko dahil sa sakit.
minsan, mahirap unawain kung bakit ang mga ganitong pangyayari ay dapat mangyari. hindi mo na aakalain na ang mga oras na makakasama mo sila ay ang mga huling sandali nila sa mundo. nakakalungkot isipin, pero ganito ang takbo ng buhay. lahat ito ay planado na ni GOD.
ako, natatakot ako. natatakot rin ako mamatay pero tulad ng iba, hindi ko rin alam kung kailan at paano ako mamatay. wala akong magagawa kung talagang oras ko na, oras mo na, o oras nating lahat. lahat planado, lahat ay may katapusan.
so sa lahat, ng pamilyang nawalan ng isang minamahal, mahirap man, pero kailangan tanggapin. ako ay nagbibigay ng aking pakikiramay, at panalangin para sa inyong minamahal. Nawa'y matagpuan nila ang kapayapaan sa kabilang buhay.
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its my first time to spend a night or two sa bahay ng isang girl. haha. kakaiba, kasi for 11 years, i never experienced such thing! Ok naman, like other houses, pero xmpre mas concious ako kasi nakikitira lang ako sa bahay ni partz for 1 day and 2 nights!
we were totally productive sa aming mga projects kahit na maraming breaks dahil puro kantyawan, harutan, asaran, barahan, kainan, kainan na naman, at kainanan again - samahan mo pa ng mga umuulan na c2 sa ref - ang mga nangyayari! So fuN!!! Kasama namin ni partz si egay (a.k.a. ejay "cute raw" mangaliman) - ang may alagang langaw! Siya nga rin pala ang susunod na mambabarang.
kakatkot nga lang kapag ako na nung natulog magisa. Hindi kasi me sanay matulog na may patay na ilaw, kasi...... ^_^ sekwet! :p Hehehe! Hehe. Sige partz sa susunod ulit!
Marami akong exams next week grabe, magaaral na ako ng mas maaga para iwas cram! iwas cram! Iwas cram!!
posted by Jolenz at 1:28 PM
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Random Thoughts
Im just happy. So very happy. Tired but happy. Very very happy. Pero naiiyak ako. Inde ko alam y. Punong puno pa rin ang life ko ng problems, yet Im happy. Am I crazy, I am crazy. Gusto ko gumimik , wala naman pera. Ewan ko ba, naguguluhan na ako sa buhay ko, pero I am happy. I just want to write what I feel. Kung ano ang gus2 ko isulat , isusulat ko. My goodness, when will my suffering end? Ang alam ko lang gawin sa buhay ngayon is mag-aral, kumain, matulog at gimik. Nakakapasa naman ako eh, pero inde nga lang ganun kataas ang mga nakukuha kong scores. Natatakot na ulit akong bumagsak, kailangan kong tatagan ang aking sarili. Masaya ako kahit may problema, siguro kasi nahihiya akong kaawaan ng mga tao.
Umuulan na, maraming ala-ala. Marami akong naiisip...
posted by Jolenz at 10:20 PM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Araneta Incident
Sa pagkakaatat ko manood ng LaSalle-ADMU game, naging desperado na ako sa paghanap ng mga paraan para lang makakuha ng ticket and to have a good view of the game. Okay naman actually kung saan ka mapapwesto sa loob, dahil kitang kita mo naman talaga. Hindi naman talaga malaki ang Araneta compared sa TV, pero of course, ayaw mo naman mag-isa kapag manonood ka no. Anyway, ayaw ko ikwento r2 ang mga nangyari at baka kung ano pa ang mangyari. Sabihin ko na lang sa inyo ng personal, pero it was one of the most thrilling, shocking experience in my life. Woooh!
Masarap ulitin, pero inde ko na ulit gagawin
LaSalle WOn!! Woooh! Walang ka effort-effort! ^_^ Congratz Again!
Okay, everynight na lang ay nanood ako ng Volleyball. As in everynight! Since HS, i always wanted to be a volleyball player pero hindi nabiyayaan ng height. Oh well, walang pag-asa. Maliit lang ako. Pero the hell, haha. sasali ako sa LSAL! WOooH! So for my teammates, lets practice pleasee!!
Wala akong reflection, so experience muna ang naikwento ko for this post. Just want again to say , THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!! Goodluck for me sa iba kong subjects. Sana mapalad. Dear God, Have mercy
P.S.
Im looking for another comtech04 reunion sa ating aniversary!! Malapit na!
posted by Jolenz at 3:32 PM
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Monday, July 11, 2005
Update lang - walang maisulat eh
Im really craving for parties sa mga nakalipas na araw. Palagi na lang ako gastos ng gastos. Dapat ay nagtitipid ako ng kahit 50 pesos lang sa aking baon pero hindi ko magawa. Hindi na ako si jolenz na dating kuripot, hmmm. may pagkakuripot na. evolution kaya!?
Nung Monday, Providence. Schomo vs. LSCS Seniors Tie ang score at 1-1; 4 songs per round. Average. Pero ang saya saya. Haha. The rest of the week, puro tambay. Hey Guess what? I flunked Theocom by 6 points. Kailangan ko mabawi un noh! kakahiya! As for the other subjects that i took, it was ok - especially INTROAI wooh! My Anmath scores is still passing but its still on the boundary of failing. Arrgh! How Strict!
Sa mga hindi nakakaalam dyan, Im already TAKEN Yes! Taken for 1 week. I agreed to go into a relationship trip for 1 week. Matatapos na un tomorrow. How sad, pero it was fun! lubshu.. hehe Next Please!!
Me, Partz, and Egay will be busy for the rest of the month because of our project. It is a good project pero kailangan ng extensive research and the like. Pero we can do it since, planado lahat ang gagawin namin. diba diba? No to Procrastination, Yes to Mañana Habit!
Lastly, today, I will go to Araneta Coliseum once again to witness the eternal rivalry of the Ateneo Blue Eagles and LaSalle GreenArchers! Animo LaSalle!
Sino gusto ng gimick? Sama ako ah...! ^^
P.S.
Sorry I cant go to the teambuilding of Moomedia. yaw talaga.
posted by Jolenz at 12:25 AM
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Monday, July 04, 2005
New Layout
New Layout. trash. whatever.
Anyway, i just changed my layout para malaman ko kung meron akong place sa lugar ng webdesigning. Well. hmm, wala ako masaba. Ang nagpapaayos lang naman d2 is ung banners haha. Its already 2:22 AM here!!! and im still layouting. I have been layouting for 4 hrs already. no. 6 hrs. no. 10 hrs? exxage. I aint that dumb in webdesigning.
Im looking forward to party party and party sa buong buhay ko. Yes, party!!! Lately, Im craving for gimiks. dunno why. from baywalk's bands to movie houses to debuts! Its fun! Its really better than studying. Mas gumagana pa ang utak ko. Next tym, kung may gimik kayo, yayain nyo ako! game ako dyan!!
Gox, Happy Birthday the other day and the following day after tomorrow. Grabe ka! You have 2 birthdays, that will make you 19 na. Accelerated!! Ashley, I had a great time dancing with you last night. Kahit 1 minute, it was memorable. Baretz, you Rock! The rest of the gang.. hyper trip trip and trip!!!
sleep na ako. wala ako idea kung anong meron tomorrow.
Happy bday to Brother Renren!!!
posted by Jolenz at 5:28 PM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
Happy Happy
Yesterday was full fun and excitement. Kumain ako sa munch alley with Schomo then afterwards with EA sa Shakeys. So fun! Busog na busog ako! Tnx to Sir Paul for the treat. Belated sa ating dalawa. hehe.
After that, we prepared for our Asmprog test which turned out ok naman, though nakakalito. Its alright, gumimik naman kami ng 10 oclock Society sa RP. nood kami sine. Ganda ng Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Mukha kami sira after the movie. We imitated their stunts. SO fun! I wish i could have guns to, tas pagbabarilin ko mga kaaway ko. Ganda ni Angelina!! WoooH! HOT!
Im excited sa mga upcoming activities!!
We went home na mga 1230 am.
posted by Jolenz at 3:06 AM
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Friday, July 01, 2005
Birthday Birthday
Im officially Legal Now!
I want to take the people who greeted me kanina sa gox! I am surprised that even the people that I did not expect to know my birthday, greeted me!! Yes, Im so touched.
Thanks and Big Hugs to my Schomo Troupe (Nice Pork Chop!! araw-araw ko na kau katabi, and to all of your messages, even if i have not read them yet!), Gox, EJ, Seth, Rachelle, Ejay, S12 at maraming marami pa, you know who you are!
Im so happy, I think this is the most luckiest birthday i have ever had.
Photos will be uploaded anytime soon! Its already saved!
Susunod na may birthday: Mark your calendars!
July 1 - Unyx
July 2 - Gox Part1
July 4 - My Brother Ren-Ren, and Janine
July 5 - Ray Baron
July 6 - Gox Part2, Dearest Ashley
July 13 - My Father
posted by Jolenz at 12:57 PM
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